Tuesday, May 4, 2010 at 6:27 AM

Saturday, April 24, 2010 at 8:49 PM

I hate posting these kind of things, just then i realised that I've been posting lots of this thing. ANGER. I guess here i am free to say what i have to say without anyone stopping me and i don't have to listen to anyone without saying what i want. It helps me to cool down.Vent out anger. I've been really angry lately. my day wouldn't end without getting fucked up. I'm hating lessons so much. I think nowadays teachers are getting older and UNREASONABLE! I hate when they scold without thinking whether they have a point on what their saying. I hate it when they force me to do something i'm not in the mood to do. School isn't really my thing. THAT'S FOR SURE. I come to school for the love of GAWD! NO actually for friends. CCA! and to you this is what i have to say.
"You detain me every reccess, you talk to me when i don't wanna listen, you call my parents after giving me a good scolding. Seems like you can't have enough with all these. Do whatever you want, i'm almost there. Almost there that you might find yourself in a very terrible ending of what i'm gonna do when you wake up. If i can tell you straight in your face not to push me too far, i will. But i feel that this isn't the right time yet. Soon you'll see who i really am when i'm angry.Yes i wen't to the toilet without your permission but that's because i was really thirsty i did that because i want you to see a change in my behaviour if that's what you really want. But no, I explained to you and you made me stand outside like an idiot for the whole period and you dare said that 'I DID NOT SEE A CHANGE IN YOUR BEHAVIOUR AND YOUR OTHER CLASSMATE DID" by saying that, do you think your finding ways to push me forward or pulling me back? Who are you to tell me that, please think befero you say something. I was the one who came to class first among all those who came later. And again, i was standing outside the staffroom. Because of that you even made me angrier. You don't see a change in behaviour that's because i was stading right outside while you're teaching the fuckng class. So tell me how can you even see? But if you listened and let me in, things wouldn't turn another way round. because of the 2 of you i hate school!!!!! I would drop out to really focus on what i want. But for the sake of my loved ones i'd stay but fuck! never push me anymore further! If you do not wish to speak to me again! FUCK OFF BITCH!!!




LASTLY, I wish my dad HAPPY B-DAY! i love you dad<3 :D

YEAH YEAH YEAH! EVERYTHING BAD THAT HAPPENS WILL ALWAYS START WITH ME! ISN'T IT MUCH BETTER IF I KEEP MY MOUTH SHUT? YEP I THINK I JUST FOUND THE RIGHT WAY TO A PEACEFUL FAMILY. HAVE FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAPPY NOW?

NOBODY WANTS TO SEE YOU FATTY FACE!
I hate it when you freaking show you attitude. You're just a wanna be! You will never ever fit in to be ***** i'm not gonna say names or whatever i think it childish. Scold all you want. Shout all you want. Punish all you want. Please take note of this and print this in your skull! I'M NOT GONNA LISTEN TO YOU FOR WHETHER I DID SOMETHING RIGHT OR WRONG. How i wish you'd change! But by just looking at you and you freaking behaviour. Your hopes are down low! Lower than a solid ground. I've been really trying to hide everything, showing you attitude in class is just my first step. There's more to come if you push me too far. If you choose to continue treating us like this, its gonna be nice ending for both of us especially for you. Don't put people through a test, you don't freaking know what we're or i'm capable of. I'm sure you're gonna hate, you'll curse me! We may look fine when you're there but the thing is that WE'RE not! Want us to show it to you? Nope, not yet. I'm warning you its gonna be a tight slap in the face. At this point of time, you may still consider me nice. Wait till you see the bad side of me. It might make you cry in front of the class! Remember, don't spur me on! Fuck off. I've never been this pissed to someone like you. You're really unique aren't you?

BlOoDy DaY! :l

I didn't blog for... god knows how BLOODY long... (request by chaower)
so here i'm just gonna update what happened these days.

So during sports carnival, i didn't really played games. I cheated and thanks to syahir the super honest student councillor i know in school. I actually wanted to play some games but i only got to play basketball? yup only basketball. I got a bronze trophy-.-" but all and all i think sports carnival was MAD AWESOME! no classes at all you can go to anywhere at anytime you want in school. How i wish school rules are like that. Or maybe yes, but NO. just fantasies ! Oh yeah not forgetting about the dentist that freaking dentist who put a whole in my tooth! I saw the destist during sports carnival i don't know i didn't think twice i ran to him and scold him! NONONO just joking of course haha! when i came in to his office i was like "do you remember me?" and he goes "yesyesyes!" then he kept on apologising for not telling me about the other dentist that i was refered to and i waited for so long-.- and apparently mom got angry :( not with me but with him. haha. So anyway since he doesn't have that thing that suppose to be injected in my gum i have to wait around this week or so he said he'll give me a sms or a call i think? whatevery.

So after sports carnival Anne Kelly and I watched "when in rome" and i think its sort of nice to watch? But its more of comeedy than romance.

(SATURDAY)
I went for A camp again and this time it's big ! really big camp. because it's for the performing arts people in school. I FREAKING HATED IT! I misssed the games! i WANT games! i came late thats why i missed the almost half of the camp. During the rehearsal i guess was the most fucked up part of the whole camp almost everyone had mood swings. Its all those bloody teachers who are involved excluding mrs mak (she is super nice) I think there more of like trying to add stress on us and make us explode. HOW MUCH MORE THE TEACHERS CAN BE BLOODY FOOLS!? esp that VP who thinks she's trying to help but no.. SHE DIDN'T DO NOTHING TO HELP! she just walked around scolding people rather than keeping her mouth shut while riding a pony and sucking a lollipop! The more she opens her mouth the more i find her unreasonable brainsless VP so please if she doesn't have anything nice to say i just wish she doesn't open her mouth! Then i was like " JUST GO HOME AND TAKE CARE OF YOUR BLOODY CHILDREN LA!"
Zzzzz -.-!

(TODAY)
Was rather fucked up day. We did the project like super last minute. At the end of the day we've done almost nothing besides the fact that we did interview a few of people or CHILDREN outside the school. We argue here and there and i alost wanted to walk out during that time. I think Syahir and Azfar was the one to help me vent out my anger! i was so damn pissed cause prakash and me argue almost at everything during the project. But after all we're still goodfriends haha we walked in the rain (daniyal prakash and me) and yeah i reached home now blogging
OKAY
i guess till here.... BE going now bye!

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THE WORLD'S GREATEST LIAR....
is me, well imma skip chuch today and will continue doing till i get enough. But i'll pray everyday everynight don't worry.Before my mom left she told me to go to church with my sis. Luckily i came up with this plan: i phone daphne and she's stuck at home right now i'm going to her place later at 5 and gossip till maybe 8 so this not so smart bro and mom of mine won't suspect that i'm on to something stupid haha. Am i clever for the world or what? Can't believe its holiday! and my sched is freaking hectic so byebye to all my plans! there's just so many projects we have to do and as a leader, I DON'T GIVE A SHIT! oh holy crap, not forgetting that camp we're having on friday ! But as long i can get my 12 hours of sleep i'm fine. Ohwells, seems like that person don't give much shit to me which i'm so totally happy about. YAY! i don't like repeating things again and again so yeah i hope she won't talk to me or whatever crap. I'm obsessed with movies right now since there's nothing left for me to do at home! but i can't think of anymore "nice" movies to watch so suggestion anyone?

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