Saturday, November 28, 2009 at 8:00 AM
hey homies, didn't update blog cause nothing interesting is happening no outings or whatsoever hmmm... just watching survivor samoa the whole day and everything, today went out with anne supposedly only with her to watch 'tk in concert' but it was only "tk OPEN REHEARSAL" great -.-. but hey they sound damn good okay? then after the so called "concert" or whatever! then uhm i really dunno where to go cause kind of having fun with anne so followed her together with yap sheng, darren, jia jun and lionel? yeah then uh went to orchard to eat with trecia then i was planning of going back home straight after that then i dunno i think anne invited me to hang out with her and trecia and we walked the whole day to orchard to city hall to marina to wherever was so fun fun fun went to toys our us and played with dolls with toys? was fun fun fun anne was super hyper can? and trecia was yeah having fun but she wasn't that hyper and we always get beaten with anne (thanks for hitting my head! btw uh... it still hurts) then had dinner i didn't eat cause i'm penny-less haha. they were nice to share their drinks though, then talked about love life haha (to anne: i wasn't shocked to know haha cause during band camp it was obvious alr but i really appreciate you sharing it with me haha) anne's love life is romanedy= romantic+comedy. haha and trecia cool cause she conaservative. good good. wanna hang out with them more often cause it's so fun especially with WINX CLUB! muahaha!! okay anyways till here i cannot take anymore i'm so sleepy! byebye peepo!
Labels: what up wih you man always not here and there
Wednesday, November 18, 2009 at 10:49 PM
monday
had band camp which is first day met wanqi and walk...h n cab-ed to sch. then we girls slept in 4n6 classroom then we saw this mask and gloves on the teachers table and played with it so wasted lah. haha then combine combine sectionals combined. i was like so left out lah. th rest of sax memebrs was wearing section tee. i was wearing my pe shirt. the food was horrible dun wan the veggies so gave to ashikin. then went to the staff room to relax wanqi anne and geralyn watched chinese show which made me fall asleep was the first one to sleep among them.
tuesday
woke up slapped my hye won and anne early in the morning. second day was okay ah we woke up early wanqi and terecia sleep like that the both of them merely move when they were sleeping. haha the we had breakfast then combined combined sectionals. played with leaves kept on putting it on maverick's head haha and saying he's the goddest and zoey was definately blushing loh. haha just jkjk.the concert was good. played a number of wrong note. then helped maveick bring his instrument up the ava room. his saliva was all over my hand super disgusting. chat with jing min she laughed like crazy can ? especially when insulting "her" with my slang accent. haha then i bathe with jing min and zoey. i left wanqi with her friends and so as anne. then at night no one wanted to sleep. so we were like all over the place. had late night joke with yi jun jing min and zoey while waiting for anne and wanqi. then after that i was super bored then wanqi and anne finally came. played game with wanqi cause anne was unwell. then let wanqi and talk to anne for a while then i went star gazing with flute section romantic right?went to staff room was squeezing with trecia wanqi cause no place to sit apparently amos fell asleep he was snoring haha. he took a lot of space then we played cards with linus willie ryan. wanqi bang my head on the window! hey lady painful okay!? lucky got no blue black. hehe. then it was like around 2 am sang a loud happy b-day song to mrs mak! hehehe..
wednesday
last day and went home asked mr fahmi whether i could quit band and join bowling but he disagree he said he's gonna call my dad! lols. then went home alone. the reached home bathe and slept like crazy1
Friday, November 13, 2009 at 4:42 AM
incase you get this wrong. Don't feel bad or maybe you are feeling bad. what i mean is learn how to balance. you're so much better few months before end of year. you really were. but i understnd that people chage, i really do. well you know i can't really judge you right? but sometimes you have to be quite sensitive to others you never know how they're feeling right? you may not see it but for me or someone, you are really drifting apart. and you said that you don't really hang out with us. its because you are busy but that's good to keep yourself busy during hols but when you are free yes you will hang out with "us" but once your another grp of friends call you, you're willing to ditch at anywhere in anytime. ok i have to be true to you. i was quite angry when you did that, i really was. but if you really like "them" more more than us that then that means you have to choose but obviously as far as i see you'd choose them. and oh yeah this has been going for quite a while i dun wanna let you know wat first cause i thought i was the only person who sees this. but no when i talked it out to "her" i kinda feel good because i have the same feeling as her. you don't have to know who. but i know that you know who they are already. i told you their names not because i just wanted to, its because they are someone who i can relate my feelings to was kinda relieve to know that i'm nt the only one after a few months i kept it even though sometmes the way you treat me nowadays is not nice anymore i don't feel happy anymore with that kind of treatment. i'm not saying i'm not happy with you i still am very happy when i see you around okay? i really am! and its not that i'm making you feel bad. just want you to realize. and i'm not taking out your rights to choose your friends or who you wanna be with more. you stil have your own rights for everything because its you who's in-charge of yourself, not us. but whatevr you wanna choose i'm not gonna feel sad as long as your honest with your feelings and us. i would really be happy for you as long as your happy with who you are with okay? your still my very super good friend. love yah! <3<3<3<3<3
Sunday, November 8, 2009 at 3:59 AM
okay sorry peeps. was lazy to update for the whole week. so gonna highlight what happened.
monday
obviously didn't know that i had to come for band when i woke up around 8? i panicked and started running around the house to find phone and my hp. and then i called like 3 people to ask then yeah zoey saved my day, she said there is band! but only for seniors juniors is optional so in the end decided to sleep again. F.Y.I- i don't have my timetable i threw it away when claire lua pass the timetable my blood boiled, cause it eats 70% of my darn time! what the hell. just so you know, its holiday! so please gimme a break.
tuesday
I had to wake up early for band=.=" and seriously its ruining my holiday and plans. gosh,early in the morning so pissed alr, and when i came no one was there practically, so my blood boil again as if i my head was about to burst. Then, yina and zi chen came. so cooled down a bit then we chat then after band, was so bored so we decided to hang out. We went to Mcdonalds to eat, and then we didn't wanna go home too early so we went to tampines safra and meet aaron sim!!! there haha, long time no see for me and him. then yina and i played bowwling and the 2 guys was out to play counter strike at lan shop, so yina and i waited and we played like 4 games. so fun and whenever yina do the backswing the ball would silp off her fingers and drop on the floor lawl! haha so yeah after that we cannot wait for the 2 guys so went home with yina.
wednesday
Had class bbq and it was fantastic! i really felt intense joy there esp with my girls. haha so fun we swimmmed camwhored and everything bbq and uh.... yeah throw ice around and pouring cold water on peepo! hahah i really had fun and i didn't want the day to end. then at night it rained heavily everyone was under that shelter thinggy and liyanna and i was busy making people wet. hahaha then went home with dhiya and amanda, we walked with wei xuan and shang hai (zhen zhou) to area D or E. then we cabbed to dhiya's place there we wanted to talk at the voideck but then it was a little too late alr it was like around quarter to 10? so yup then, headed to amanda's place to shower there cause i stink alr. then we ate sushi then i went home after that reached home aroung 11 plus
thursday
had band around 10, then i was alone during sectionals and jia jun was my tutor for the day, hmmm... he is not a bad tutor actually i feel like i can play perfectly after he tutor me. haha. then this claire lua chase 1/6 people from band, and then yeah got hell load of comments from her what on earth is wrong with her man? (just so you know, you're not the conductor don't give us that kind of comments you dunno anything the school don't give you salary to give unnecessary comments to us and besides when we absent ourselves it was optional sometimes i just feel like putting one big banana right in your mouth so) then when we fall in she was very angry! i mean angry for what? she's so wanna be man. she thinks its sexy. then she shouted "DARREN! (ng) TELL ME? HAVE YOU ABSENT YOURSELF BEFORE WITHOUT MC?" she asked like 3 seniors and here comes the funny part, she asked naqib "NAQIB HAVE YOU ABSENT YOURSELF BEFORE WITHOUT ANY VALID REASON?" then naqib said "YES?" the claire lua said "TELL ME!!" the naqib have no choice but to say NO even though he has! how stupid of him. i was so pissed that that point of time that i've made my final decision, TO QUIT BAND! and join either bowling or badminton. yeah!
friday
SLACKED :D
same as yesterday and today!
till next time, GOODBYE!
Monday, November 2, 2009 at 2:43 AM
Happy birthday to liyana yusoff aka "the violent girl" ! ♥♥Hey liyanna, just wanna let you know incase u don't that i really had a fantastic year with you! you're so so awesome and i really love you as my friend! and i love you again a gazillion times! sometimes you might be fierce (haha) a little sensitive too. but above it all you're still awesome for me! next year i hope that even if we're not in the same class anymore, you will be still around to do crazy stuff with me. I like your hyper-ness! and you are mischievious girl that's why i la-lalove being with you. but Hey please lady don't CHANGE cause i love you just the way you are!And i'll love you 4ever friend..... i'll miss you cause we're nt gonna be in the same class anymore and just wait for your present cause right now... i'm really bankrupt and punished.happy b-day liyanna♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
If this is what i'm gonna get from you after i changed but you just can't see and i'm trying hard to, forget about this friendship. even though you don't see or appreciate this thing i've done for u and every1, u know its fine with me. But i really think you're just acting blind
i tried so hard to maintain the patience i have for you for more a month but when you treat me like this it hurts you know? cause i always consider you as one of my trusted,closest and everything. Why do you need to prove that you are a "true friend" at first and give me this kind of treatment in the end? please lah i get hurt okay i maybe one of those easy to joke around with or not sensitive at all kind of friend, but my feelings can't be played 'm not a toy! okay? i'm a friend who needs a friend like you too! maybe its because theres loadsa people love so in the end you isolate people like me, why? don't be surprise if one day i break down in front of you! because i want u to know how you are treating me like toy like that right? the way you talk and everything changes time to time sometimes sweet but strict all the time esp nowawadys. I HOPE YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!! PLEASE!!!!!
Labels: i'm not angry i'm just dissaponted in you and how you're treatimg me now. I ain't happy anymore.