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Wednesday, December 23, 2009 at 4:50 AM

autobio! autobio! autobio!
hey found this cool autobio that i can fill in

Name: arrys louvelle santiago
Nickname:love, louie (why ask this question?)
B-day:25/04/94
SIBLNGS
Name:denijah rhys santiago/jeconiah erleon santiago
B-day:30/12/92 18/12/91
PARENTS
Name:pinky/rey
B-day:?/?
ABOUT ME
Religion:christian (except weekends :)) haha
Favourite food:anything except pig..
Favourite colour:GREEN
Favourite animal:guinea pigs, dog cats
Likes: i like nature, animals, christmas, not so crowded places FRIENDS FRIENDS, my humor, nice clothes though i don't dress nice nice one most of the time, exotic foods!
Dislikes: HORROR movies, naggs, judgemental people. eating pigs,
Crush:ask me for it! haha
Boyfriend:never had one b4
First date: friendly date :) but its a secret
First kiss: FLOOR! (when i landed on the floor while running when i was a baby muahaha)
Unforgettable time: none for whether its ugly or beautiful day
Unforgettable date:" " " " " " "
Goals: get good grades, and oh yeah ASTRONOMER ( its my dream)

CHRACTER (at least 200 words or more)
I'm a very stubborn person and because of this nature of mine sometimes i lose opportunities. i like living life in a easy way and sometimes i can be a little too lazy in which my mom gets pissed most of the time. i love my family. i'm outgoing person. I love my friends i don't care about the closeness as long as i can brightened up someone's day i have a great sense of humour too! haha! Its not that hard to make friends with me because i don't judge people by just looking at them i let their behaviour speak for themselves only then i could tell cause i believe only god can judge! i don't lose my patience easily and i can bare with something for as i can. i am a caring friend and can be really really reliable, trustworthy. But i can't be forced on the things i don't want if you can, i'll be your fan! hahaha lols. i don't like poeple who push me too far, cause when i'm provoked beyond my limits sometimes i can be violent, scary hor? haha moreover i want friends to stick with me when i'm in trouble! haha that's all loh and i thank god that atleast i have common sense ! buahahahah!! because most of the time my mind is full of crap. But i thank those people who accept me for who i am and cause of that i simply love and respect them! yeah;) thats all about me.. bye bye i so sleepy now... ZZZzzzzz hahaha

Tuesday, December 22, 2009 at 9:33 PM

people you're linked. and uh.. nothing much to say.. haha.. bye bye

Wednesday, December 9, 2009 at 7:17 PM

yesterday, out to meet jordan and amirah to watch new moon. and as promised jordan bought tickets for me and hotdog... new moon was okay. heard a lot of peepo say that the ending part sucks. for me its ok.. cause i read the book i know whats gonna happen next, bella's gonna marry edward after she graduate from high school... and whatsoever.. and there'll be a war between the vampires and the cullens but warewolf pack is gonna be united to the cullens and beat victoria and blah blah..
haha doesn't mean this topic will be about them haha.. after that we went to yamaha music shop and head to toys r us... and went home.. haha btw..

to jordan: haha thanks for letting me listen to your recorded songs haha you sang okay... except that your more like saying a poem because your pitch doesn't change and notes are also constant muahaha.. so funny

Tuesday, December 8, 2009 at 7:32 PM

when we have friends, aren't they suppose to be the one who we can run to when we're having trouble? like someone running to her friends and tell them his/her prob. Before that person say something like ppl bringing up topic again and again and again just t get support from peepo....
why can't that person look at him/herself in the mirror? aren't ppl who spam my blog his/her supporters? its like basically that person taking my out my rights to tell my friends my prbs and everything.. and yet she can tell her "friends" her probs? who does he/she think is? some kind of celeb? god? prince/princess? he/she is just like typical peepo like us what? why does she have to act as if he/she in a higher state than us. yes that person has his/her own life too and so am I. but the thing is why is that her "friends/supporters" can come ruining my blog and bear false statemen against me. she can tell everyone in her blog how he/she feels. and yet i don't have the rights. oh please, think before you act you havent even stepped in *****************, and yet you act as if ********, oh please!

Monday, December 7, 2009 at 4:42 AM

The bridge is collapsing,
im lossing my grip,
I can't hold on anymore,
I'm just getting sick,
Sick of their face,
Sick of their voice,
Sick of all these people who think they know they know me
No one can really understand,
I try not to look at their face,
it's haunting me,
I'm Sick of the ways,
The ways things were ment to be,
Sick of holding all the feelings inside,
I'm so sick of being happy for people,
When they don't even care,
Im just sick of them,
And one day,
Your going to need me,
just like i needed you,
But im going to ditch you,
Just like you ditched me,

i guess poeple are like that maybe those who don't think it is... its probably because they never felt how it is was like... what goes around comes around well no one really cares right?

Sunday, December 6, 2009 at 6:40 AM

Ahh... i'm going through the same thing again. its like history repeating itself.... and it....
why can't just people think that sometimes little things matter and it makes a big difference. why can't just people think before saying something. Its like holiday, i didn't do anything bad or something i was at home, and that how lonely i am. why can't just people sometimes think about others? why is that when your sitting at home doing nothing its still your big damn fault? why can't people live in peace? why is that in the end, the ones who didn't do anything must stil get hurt? i don't understand. they said life's like a boomerang when you throw something out there it'll come back to you sometimes when it comes back it'll be far beyond what you think. its like when you wave to someone, they will wave back at you or even smile back at you. when you make people laugh, they'll make you happy or sometimes they'll love you for who you are too.... but for me it its not like boomerang.i was actually with no one this holiday and all i asked for in my mind is to have someone to be with when i get bored. why is that some people when they're given too much compliment with their peers they think they're perfect.... and when people find something wrong and told them what it is... they can't accept it? is it that really hard to understand that nobody's perfect?and if they're perfect they don't have to do anything, they don't have to learn from mistakes. i think i have to face it, theres no forever friends... and this thing didn't only happened to me twice, but thrice and i hope this will be the last one. and i think i don't really believe in happy endings...

perhaps i have become invisible?
or have i become just an figment of imagination?
they cried on my shoulders and i soaked up their tears,
asking for nothing in return, but when i need someone,
where did they all go?

Saturday, December 5, 2009 at 8:03 AM

hey homies, so today i went to marina square with mom and shopped for clothes(yay!) i missed hanging out with her and so as dad. Its like working hour when i reached mom's place around 7 pm? and she said she'll have her dinner break around 7.30 so i waited for her till 8.30. yeah, great mom -.-"... and suddenly while i was waiting i saw lots of kids. some are shouting, some crying, some behaved ones, some are playing their psp sitting anywhere... some guided by parents. i remember disliking them a lot but when you look at them properly its actually good to be one of them.. i dunno i think its because they are able to express their selves freely, they hide nothing and they are being them. they never had to go through things like typical teens has to go through like relationships with friends or whatsoever, and even of they had to go through they probably won't realize cause they have their parents or guardian to help them through and even understand what they feel. so what about us? when we go through these things sometimes or most of the time, no one understands or no one will be there to give us some piece or advice or whatever just to make us feel better.sometimes i feel like i just be one of them. but i know at this point of time i have to be independent i have to face things myself and learn from my mistakes. and sometimes learning hurts.... sometimes when i face these things alone i hope i can run away from it. But the more i try to , the more people will pull me down. so in the end you have to take everything by yourself. lonely huh? i think i may have to get used to being lonely again... hmmm... oh wellss..

Friday, December 4, 2009 at 12:02 AM

the one i trusted the most d
the one i shared my secrets the most h
the one who first gained my trust the most i
the one who said i'm her BESTIE y
the one who said she don't wanna lose her friends a
the one who she shared her secrets with
the one who helped me in times of trouble
the one who stood up for me when things aren't right our
the one who i shared laughter the most
the one who i shared tears the most f
the one who i lean on the most r
the one i respect the most i
the one i accepted for who she is e
n
d
the one who i despise the most s
the one i am angry with the most h
the one who hurt me i
the one who ruined this friendship p
the one who drift apart
the one who made me really mad e
the one who treated my me like spare tyre n
the one who judge me d
the one i hate the most s
the one i am angry with
the one I"M NOT CRY OVER here!
the one i'm sick being with!

you are angry because i threatened you friends that i'll get physical with them if they dont stop judging me and bad mouthing me!
you are angry because i accused you friend, you said i control you life? choosing for you who you wanna be with? i told you you've changed in a nicest way i can! i told whats wrong with you in a nicest way i can. i even give the the rights to choose the side you want. cause as long as your happy i'll be happy for you also. why? cause i really considered you as one of those friends whom i look up to. i mean why would suddenly someone will come to my blog and spam with those hurtful words of course i would react! somemore that spammer put your name there. you tell me, is this your way telling your friend when you disagree with somethings with her someone will spam and say hurtful words and judge as a person? i gave those spammers chance to stop but the more i give chance the more they take advantage and say more hurtful words.
its holiday i didn't call you i didn't hang out with you i never even sms you i never hang out with you though you promised me that you would one day. so waited... and there... so this is all what i'm waiting for right? you're the one who volunteered to break this friendship... you don't have the rights to do that.... cause i found out you really didn't consider me as one.

Wednesday, December 2, 2009 at 6:58 AM

hey you twit, from whatever corner of earth or space you came from stop being a-hole alright?is that what you friends or parents ask you to do? to be jelous all the time? i don't really know whatever bullshit or kind of imagination you have in your head, but uh.... just wanna say, why are you being so judgemental? have i done something to you before? well. let me tell you, you ninnyhammer if you have nothing better to do here then please get your ass out cause its stinking up my page okay?or else i'll spray bescumber in your face what you're saying is a ridiculous false statement for me it all means bullshit but yeah? see yourself in the mirror yet? oh no please please the mirrors gonna crack you wanna know how stinky you are as a person smell your armpit and you'll smell a horrible smell of hircismus woaw woaw..... how does it smell? offensive body odor ain't it? better get yourself washed up alright? whatever you just said is a total buncombe.... yes you can play with me but you can't mess with me. remember that alright? if you dun wanna hear offensive words from me then dun be a loser and tell me who the hell you are whatever you gay or lesbo.... cause i'm pretty much sure you aint straight... byebye muackss... :)