Monday, September 14, 2009 at 7:26 AM
i want to cry lah! what is this drifting away from the ones i love! i did not know i would not be able to handle this. i cant even control my emotions already! i want to cry. did i change or what? i really dunno! the i wanna set things right and i'm sure you all want too! but how are we going to do so if we dont even talk to each other and treat one another as if we are same kind of strangers? can we stop doing this thing already everything has change! did you even notice? i bet you noticed but why is what your acting as if you don't care? how about me i'm left aside? i bet you did not think i'll be lonely and do you know how difficult it is to be lonely? as in lonely meaning your love ones leave you alone.whereas we should be hanging out together, caring for each other, having fun together and messing up? do you guys even know how much i miss those days and how much i want it back? why do we need to get to the point where one of us must get hurt? you remember how it started and how much we had back those days? but now what? just because i guess i made a mistake, everything will just change because of this? its what i did to myself not to you but i guess it made you feel it too but i was stubborn i did not care I AM SORRY! A MILLIONS TIMES! I REPEAT! I AM SORRY! but did you guys even think how lonely i was and hurt that very day?
look i am not angry or anything...... i just feel really sad! really very very sad! we can talk this over anytime.
c'mon , lets just set things right we don't want this to get worse don't we?
remember we always loved it whenever when we are together!