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Friday, September 18, 2009 at 4:13 AM

i don't deserve this kind of treatment, attention seeker huh? so what's so bad about being an attention seeker? thought you know me so well. i guess its all wrong. you don't know how my family treat me at home and how they changed. i always lean on you first, whenever i'm so down. i wasnt scared to do anything when i'm with you its always fun to be with you until i get carried away maybe thats why i go crazy but in the end of the day what? the ones who give you laughter will be the ones that suffer in the end. you know when you have these bad points? i ignore them, why? i know you can change and the way i see you how treat your friends and how friendly and lovable you were. i look up to you a lot. whenever i see you hyper already did you made my day. being kind as i know pple say, is not good when its too much its like a poison it almost killed me. but fortunately it just broke my heart. i bet you never put yourself into others shoe before you judge them. have you ever heard me say " you so ugly" or " i dont like you, you changed" the answer is NO! i never did that. i never want you to get hurt. what's happening now? its only i waste of time and energy. at the end of the day its not all worth it to get angry back. i hope your satisfie, i thought i was only dreaming or i hope i was only dreaming i want to wake up so badlly. its hard to tak this thing out of my mind. and its now a barrier and big barrier to do things i want to do. you what is worst being a atttetion seeker ar a liar and a betrayer? and one more thing, dont drag those who are close to you. they have absolutely nothing to do with this. how would you feel if you met someone who you think is a good role model of being a true friend and suddenly you realize she is betraying you? of course you'd feel used and shocked won't you? try putting yourself in a kind of situation that i'm haveng now. lets switch life for a while. so you'll know how it hurts to the core (J)

how about you? "erm i'll just forgive you" those were the last words that was sent by via sms from you. i felt happy. but. the next day i saw you? i realize everything is actually fake! its hurts to the core to. but i have to bare with it. as you know i bare with it for as long as i can! until it hurts already! you made me look stupid! i did not know being too much of a joker would cause me so much pain too, i guess i loved you too. NO. i LOVED YOU. but you did not appreciate it. now, go away. you really think i deserve this kind if treatment? i almost beg on my knees while i was following your friends. but she just kept on running away. it made me look like an idiot too. did you try putting yourself into other pple's shoes too. if only you know how it feels. oh yeah one moer thing too, when you saw me cry begging for forgiveness which actually was not right, how could you stand to laugh. she said i was an attetion seeker, you should have seen the show i've made just now. you could have laughed even more. and i could have been hurt too. no, actually i was very hurt. you dd not care thanks a lot! if you were there while i was doing my show infront of those ppl from 4th floor to 1st floor you would have thanked me too.(L)

Hey you, hi you've been a good friend i enjoyes hanging out with you too. t'was so fun ithought you were trustworthy too. what kills me me is to see u lie and betray i called you and asked " are with (J) and (L) ? and then you said " no i am alone now" oh really? you were? and then i was at the 4th floor coridor just to see you with them. have i done something to you before? why did you betray me? was i a bad company? all the while i did not know i was stupid enough to trust you. it hurts too cause i've never done anything to you and yet you have the guts to treat me like . we really looked stupid did not we? HAHA! its funny how you all see my cry. don't worry i am sure that's the last joke that will ever make you laugh to see my distaught face and see me cry.


THANKS A LOT! I LEARNED A LOT!

GOODBYE, lets swallow all the memories together!









SHUDDUP! (!)

Arrys Louvelle Santiago
Age:16
Birthday:25/04/1994
Currently studying in ,
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Previous schools: OLSHS Fengshan pri
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Own room
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Loads of crap
New pet
Change my lifestlye!
More $$
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