Friday, November 13, 2009 at 4:42 AM
incase you get this wrong. Don't feel bad or maybe you are feeling bad. what i mean is learn how to balance. you're so much better few months before end of year. you really were. but i understnd that people chage, i really do. well you know i can't really judge you right? but sometimes you have to be quite sensitive to others you never know how they're feeling right? you may not see it but for me or someone, you are really drifting apart. and you said that you don't really hang out with us. its because you are busy but that's good to keep yourself busy during hols but when you are free yes you will hang out with "us" but once your another grp of friends call you, you're willing to ditch at anywhere in anytime. ok i have to be true to you. i was quite angry when you did that, i really was. but if you really like "them" more more than us that then that means you have to choose but obviously as far as i see you'd choose them. and oh yeah this has been going for quite a while i dun wanna let you know wat first cause i thought i was the only person who sees this. but no when i talked it out to "her" i kinda feel good because i have the same feeling as her. you don't have to know who. but i know that you know who they are already. i told you their names not because i just wanted to, its because they are someone who i can relate my feelings to was kinda relieve to know that i'm nt the only one after a few months i kept it even though sometmes the way you treat me nowadays is not nice anymore i don't feel happy anymore with that kind of treatment. i'm not saying i'm not happy with you i still am very happy when i see you around okay? i really am! and its not that i'm making you feel bad. just want you to realize. and i'm not taking out your rights to choose your friends or who you wanna be with more. you stil have your own rights for everything because its you who's in-charge of yourself, not us. but whatevr you wanna choose i'm not gonna feel sad as long as your honest with your feelings and us. i would really be happy for you as long as your happy with who you are with okay? your still my very super good friend. love yah! <3<3<3<3<3