Wednesday, April 7, 2010 at 4:43 AM
I hate posting these kind of things, just then i realised that I've been posting lots of this thing. ANGER. I guess here i am free to say what i have to say without anyone stopping me and i don't have to listen to anyone without saying what i want. It helps me to cool down.Vent out anger. I've been really angry lately. my day wouldn't end without getting fucked up. I'm hating lessons so much. I think nowadays teachers are getting older and UNREASONABLE! I hate when they scold without thinking whether they have a point on what their saying. I hate it when they force me to do something i'm not in the mood to do. School isn't really my thing. THAT'S FOR SURE. I come to school for the love of GAWD! NO actually for friends. CCA! and to you this is what i have to say.
"You detain me every reccess, you talk to me when i don't wanna listen, you call my parents after giving me a good scolding. Seems like you can't have enough with all these. Do whatever you want, i'm almost there. Almost there that you might find yourself in a very terrible ending of what i'm gonna do when you wake up. If i can tell you straight in your face not to push me too far, i will. But i feel that this isn't the right time yet. Soon you'll see who i really am when i'm angry.Yes i wen't to the toilet without your permission but that's because i was really thirsty i did that because i want you to see a change in my behaviour if that's what you really want. But no, I explained to you and you made me stand outside like an idiot for the whole period and you dare said that 'I DID NOT SEE A CHANGE IN YOUR BEHAVIOUR AND YOUR OTHER CLASSMATE DID" by saying that, do you think your finding ways to push me forward or pulling me back? Who are you to tell me that, please think befero you say something. I was the one who came to class first among all those who came later. And again, i was standing outside the staffroom. Because of that you even made me angrier. You don't see a change in behaviour that's because i was stading right outside while you're teaching the fuckng class. So tell me how can you even see? But if you listened and let me in, things wouldn't turn another way round. because of the 2 of you i hate school!!!!! I would drop out to really focus on what i want. But for the sake of my loved ones i'd stay but fuck! never push me anymore further! If you do not wish to speak to me again! FUCK OFF BITCH!!!
LASTLY, I wish my dad HAPPY B-DAY! i love you dad<3 :D