Sunday, February 28, 2010 at 6:33 AM
Before anything else, i wanna wish anneehh babeh... HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!! anne don't worry i know that you expect present.. YES! its on the way just wait i little while babe! one thing's for sure .. YOU WON"T GET OVER IT! muahaha!!! i oh-so like your hyperness and craziness and your humour! pls don't change! but don'tbe quiet it makes me scared haha!
I should remember what happened yesterday. No probably its gonna be stuck in my head till i grow up ! If it wasn't because of that kind-hearted police i would have spent my 48 hrs in jail! or maybe in girls home.? whatever. he let me off because he said i look kind-hearted haha..
i guess that's all i wanna say.. bye peeps
Labels: till next time..
Monday, February 15, 2010 at 4:55 AM
If you can't appreaciate small things....what is wrong with you? just because i didn't manage to go to church you'll give me this kind of treatment? are you out of your mind or what? even dad appreaciates it a lot, at least i got a kiss from him! But what about you? its like when he wanted to show you the valentine card i made for the 2 of you, you wanted to tear it in front of my face! you even scold me vulgarities.. if that's what i'm gonna get back from you..dont even expect any cards from me! your calling me a spoiler? oh right ! yeah i'm a spoiler so? tight slap in the face huh? if i knew this is whats gonna happen i should've included dad's name in that effing card only! you know i wanted to cry that night? but i really did cry! because of you, instead of you forgiving me because i'm a "spoiler" you made situations turn ugly! and now what you're gonna give me silent treatment? you're so short tempered ! Labels: thanks mom -.-, valentines day yesterday was the best
Saturday, February 6, 2010 at 5:42 AM
10.40 am, Anne called me she wants to hang out with me and she gave me about 40 mins to get my ass ready. She said she wants me to be at tanah merah by 11.15.. but it took me more than and hour to get ready so i was late for about half an hour . So basically i went out with anne and kelly to tampines mall. So fun (no pics)! Anne is always super hyper her laughter's like a broken alarm clock or maybe that chicken that me and kelly saw that has very irriting sound when you press the stomach. and oh yeah i treat anne her lunch for being half an hour late... Anne bought that horny card for somebody. haha. and asked me to pay for it to the cashier luckily that cashier lady didn't give the "why are you so horny?" look.whatever! THANKS ANNE! i wouldn't do that for you if i don't love you baby! muahahah! and yeah, we bumped into this guy.. he's effing rude can? okay let me tell you.. we went to arcade and play car racing. no we were the first one who came and play. and then this guy was suddenly pissed off with us we didn't know we versus him. which i think he didn't like... he shouted at us he told us not to play.. like hellooo.. you don't own a thing there! so will you please behave yourself you're not the boss okay? so what if you're money wasted? what about ours? so what if we are lousy? you're also very lousy okay distance was like so near only.ZZzzz.. i don't wanna see you face even though i don't remember you're face! hammer head!!! booger face! bugs bunny!!! wait.. bugs bunny? okay what am i saying.. i think i have mad cow disease right cow! oh oh i mean RIGHT NOW! muahaha!
Labels: wil you please be a human being for a while and talk to me?
Tuesday, February 2, 2010 at 4:49 AM
Time and time again....My dad said there's no way that you can stop history from repeating itself again and again. I don't know maybe this is how god wants me to live my life. There must be love pain and sorrows, but the good about this is that i'll be able to find myself. Maybe, just maybe i don't know much about myself yet but is it me? whos trying hard not to know who i really am? or maybe its others. I'm becoming more and more sensitive now when it comes to "this" things because i went through it before. my heart has been torn apart many times yes i can put back the pieces together but the scar will remain there forever untill it finally breaks. i'm scared i'm really scared that "it" will happen again. The signs are making me weak the more i think about it that i'll just stand aside and give up even though it hasn't started yet. I consider myself as a loner now, a loner that has many friends. But if i'm down who am i to run to them and break down. The teacher always advice me to run to my family, but when i run to them i feel like they don't even have ears to listen to me ! My dad, my mom, my sis and especially my bro. mom and dad would always give advice, sis will always say that my problems are childish, my bro hates me... I've lend ears, hands and a shoulder to my friends and soak their tears without asking for something in return. But now where did they all go? i've no stable friends i really don't have any right now. am i being a emotional person or what? No but i can easily break down i'm most sensitive when it comes to friends. Even if they made me really angry as long as i heard a simple sorry from them it can make my jump for joy. I'm trying hard to be hard on them sometimes when their taking advantage on me. Help me god!
i've been such a rebellious child, i lied to my parents to protect friends though some might not even know about it. But above all these i hope my brother will love me. I miss him. I hope we are small kids forever, cause when we were... he's the sweetest brother ever he wakes me up everymorning cuddle me anything he can do to make me feel better and as i type this tears are running down my face
Had band today and i'm enjoying band now. But i still hate lessons though i don't know i can't seem to concentrate in class. but the good thing is that i can pass all the test now and hand in my homeworks. haha! I love school cause of band and i hope band loves me to. oh yeah happy b-day to yijun! i really hope that you like what i gave you though it took you forever to open it.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YIJUN! I WANT TO SEE YOU SMILE ALL THE WAY!!!!!!!! you're friends really care about you!
Labels: Life is just a chance to grow a soul.